A couple days ago I was looking through a bunch of people's dA pages and thought "Hey, howcomes these people have 3000 pageviews during a year of stay here and I only 2500?". Well, about two minutes ago it came to me: It's cos I've been a lazy bitch half the time I've been here. >_>;; Goddamn. And anyway, I just have to suck it up. So what if I've been here almost three years?! I'm still trying to get better... and no matter how good I get I'm probably still going to try to get better. Even if I'm the number one artist on dA with a gazjabillion pageviews and thousands of devwatchers I'm still going to feel second-rate cos I'll know someone, somewhere is outdoing me. And I'll be damned if I'm just going to stand by and watch them. Determination, people, that's what it is.

Waa~! Me and my rants. ^^' But I'm serious, though, it kinda pissed me off that they were getting all these pageviews when I've 'been here' far longer. Then I just kinda felt... ashamed that I felt that way and was all 'Tough shit- you're just going to have to work harder, ya cunt'. Pft. Damn moodswings.

Wa-cha! Three weeks 'til I get my license, kiddos. I oughta become a cabdriver now, hehe. Oh god, nevermind, I'd be the worst cabdriver in the history of... cabs. I has no sense of direction. >_>;

In other news -shuffles imaginary paper- Ima still trying to cut off ties with a lot of people in my life. It kinda hurts to let go... but, honestly, I can't stand half of them anymore. Ugh, maybe I'm just an arrogant whore. ...yeah, probably.

Does anyone watch The Colbert Report? You should. It causes chuckles and random spatting out of orange juice.

Oot aboot... Oh, next month my school is having its own little anime convention. I believe it's called 'O-Con' [cos our school's named 'O'Connor High School'] and... it's just a little gathering of anime fans from in and around the area. ^^ 'Tis pretty nifty, really. I intend to sell some prints there, mostly of my newer stuff... that I have yet to finish... which is why I haven't posted them here yet. -lazy- But yeh. I think my main project fer right now is a little collection of playing cards I want to do. I'm just sketching out ideas right now, but I'm hoping I'll get at least the main ones [Queens, Kings, etc..] done for O-Con so I can sell prints of those too. Oh, and for those of you who ever try to get prints done for any occasion- FedExKinko's does NOTHING for you. >___>;; Oh my GOD, worst customer service 3v3r. I was angry after talking to those people. I dunno, they were just... apathetic. Ugh. I'm still going to try to get glossy prints done there, though- only aboot $1.76 a sheet. -shrug- So it's okay, I guess. I want posters done, though... -ponders-

Eh, enough. I'm sure you're all hostile by now after listening to my prattle. Cheerio, lovers!


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